When I was driving up from San Diago by myself, I was listening to the radio and I thought to myself: “Do I love myself?” Of course I love myself, but I don’t know if I would be able to fall in love with a person like me. If I were someone else, I don’t think I could completely love everything about myself. Both physically and mentally there are aspects of myself that I find a turn-off. Actually I sometimes can’t believe that Jonny not only puts up with these aspects of myself, but actually still completely loves me despite me.

When I was thinking about this, I asked the same thing to Jonny and in his simple thinking he right away said “Oh no, I know that I’m really hard to get along with.”

Perhaps, one of my missions in life should be to slowly make peace with my flaws and maybe one day I will love all of myself.