Thursday, April 17, 2008

“What does your vagina like to wear?” ~Gayle King

Mine likes to wear really fun clothes that feel comfortable, like flowy skirts, dresses with jeans, shirts that are comfortable, low cut shirts, spaghetti-strap shirts that hold my boobies in, fun socks with underwear

The vagina is a woman’s inner womanly beauty.

What does your vagina like to do?

It likes to explore, to sit on the beach, to be warm with a breeze, to be hugged, to forget about every-day worries, to not have stress, to just enjoy life, to feel like it is getting the most out of life, to go to new places, to laugh….yes laugh a lot, to feel loved, to love, to feel true friendship, to feel accomplishment, to create, to get lost in beauty, to love Jonny…yes, love him very much

I think I’m beatiful!

(And I get turned on looking at myself)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

When I was driving up from San Diago by myself, I was listening to the radio and I thought to myself: “Do I love myself?” Of course I love myself, but I don’t know if I would be able to fall in love with a person like me. If I were someone else, I don’t think I could completely love everything about myself. Both physically and mentally there are aspects of myself that I find a turn-off. Actually I sometimes can’t believe that Jonny not only puts up with these aspects of myself, but actually still completely loves me despite me.

When I was thinking about this, I asked the same thing to Jonny and in his simple thinking he right away said “Oh no, I know that I’m really hard to get along with.”

Perhaps, one of my missions in life should be to slowly make peace with my flaws and maybe one day I will love all of myself.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

My plans:

After making this blanket for Uncle Mark and then one for Sophie’s sister this summer….I will dedicate a year to non-crocheing/knitting crafts
I will use the time to learn new crafts and explore my creativity
This quarter I will help my mom translate my aunt Paula’s letter
In the summer (after nclex of course) I will start the Family Story Project
I will sit down with all the members of my family and videotape them telling all the stories and memories of our family
If you would like…..I will be more than happy to extend the project to your side of the family as well
Another part of the Family Story Project will be to organize all the old family pictures
I will also talk to my cousins when we are in NY to maybe also do the same
Sounds good…..I like my plan